All about Tr-US-t

Trust is a word so simple to give a meaning to but really hard to carry out .
Have you ever doubted someone you should give your trust to ?
Especially when it comes to close friends/relationship , it's really easy to say "I trust you" but at the back of your mind there would definitely be a voice saying "I don't think so ....." despite all the assurance that the other party has given you .

I never had an issue with trusting somebody , if someone asks for it , I would gladly give it to them . But you have to know , that this thing you give out is like a piece of glass , once that person breaks it , even if you mend it back and give it to them once again , it's never gonna be the same , it's gonna be weaker and weaker until there's nothing left to fix .

Sometimes I do wish that life is gonna be easy but with the cunning society , there's a person in every corner that's gonna try to take you down with this .
I've heard too many "hey man , trust me" to not doubt that it might be a facade .
Another typical way of proving that this is real is the amount of backstabbing among "friends" especially in secondary school .
It scares me at that point of time because I took me awhile to realize that hypocrites are everywhere and it was so hard not to hear people gossip about each other , or hear your friends tell on your other friends what they said behind your back.

Especially girls .

Some girls were kinda scary with their sharp tongues whenever they are offended even by the slightest things and they never run out of something to say .
This was the main reason why I chose to stay at home to study and game like 1/3 of my time in my secondary school life . The rest of the time were spent in school and my CCA: military band .

Anyway to get back to the topic , I find it hard to refuse when I have to trust my boyfriend
although I will always have doubts but , what else can I do but to trust him ?

It's hard to see the effort you put in being wasted and flushed down the toilet when you find out that he lied / cheated and it would really hurt a lot and you really wished that you trusted him fully and didn't have itchy fingers and poked yourself into things that you would never want to find out because it hurts to see things like that , and that 10 minutes ago you were so happy and now you're just crushed . But after all of that you only could just trust him and wait for any form of explanation because you're looking for something that you could hold on to even if it's not real , just because you can't bear to lose him/her .

That's the problem with being human , we trust and love too much ,
It's the way of life in a sense .
Everybody just wants to be happy or tries their best not to be sad .
We all want to me loved , and we love the people who loves us .
Trust is always going to be a problem in human-human relationships , be it friends , family and lovers .
It is something so easily broken but we give it to people so easily that it might lose it's meaning and purpose .
The more you believe , the more it hurts when it's broken .
To keep it going requires a huge doze of honesty , forgiveness and compromising .
And to those who doesn't trust anyone easily , please teach me the way master (;

To end this off on a happier note , we should believe in us because we put the "us" in "trust" .
I hope I don't make anyone feel bad about this post , it's just Luna ranting out how she feels about every thing deep inside (;
Aaaaanndddd it's time for the *Boop!